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Memories supposed to fade, what's wrong with my heart?
Friday, January 6, 2012, Friday, January 06, 2012
 Promised my parents & i from Jan1: 1) Start studying 2) Won't go out to play 3) Will reach home before 12mn. I had already broken all 3 within the first week.. :( Spell disappointment.
03Jan,  Love sparkles ;)   04Jan, Dance! :) After 2months i finally went to practise. It was quite fun cause we learnt sth new & i kinda missed everyone! :) Got to meet some of my dear classmates also :)
Daiso w Joy & 17 Chefs w Yonghao! :)
05Jan,  Batam w Kahho & Wenyi!  Not much pictures because i forgot to bring my SD card, :( & i didn't dare to take out my dslr there anyway. The surroundings didn't look the least bit safe.  I didn't buy anything, yet we spent $100+!!!! :O  Ate alot alot alot alot!!!! :) The food's cheap & yummmmy. Had a massage too :)
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Am i the only one who's living in the past .. ? Close friends who've drifted, people i don't even talk to anymore. Am i supposed to miss y'all? Days, months, years have passed. Yet all of you have never left my heart. I think of y'all every now & then, i think of all the things we did. All the people i've met since i was 5, the memories have never faded, my love for y'all never did change.
"Everyday, many people walk in & out of your life. But only some leave their footprints behind."
I guess my heart's made of cement then, because these footsteps never seem to disappear.
How can i live my life missing so many people? Yet, if i loved them so much in the first place, why did i let the friendships slip out of my hands?
I don't understand.
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