I feel so lost, i just cruise from day to day, school play rot sleep. I've lost joy in everything when i used to find it in everything. I've lost my purpose, i've lost my visions. I've lost who i am.

There's so much hurt disappointment fear insecurities sadness grieve regret hate anger disgust, leading to all the reluctance in me.

I don't want to do this, I don't want to be that. I don't know what i want.

I don't know what to do. I don't know what i ought to do. I don't know where i belong to.

All my life the only person i ever trusted & depended on was God. But what happens when I don't anymore...?